Um, It's Kind Of a Lot letra

I'm afraid of leaving my house
I'm afraid of dying of cancer
I'm afraid of black sedans, white vans, and computers
I'm afraid of losing my mind
I'm afraid of windows and airplanes
I'm afraid of my past, my fans, and my future

But I never been afraid of no one breaking my heart
It's not like I'm 'bout to fall and cut my throat on the shards
And I'm afraid of damn near everything

All my life's a panic trip, a rocket ship to planet schizoid
Hold me like a tourniquet, and I'll you, like an iron maiden
I've grown used to fear
But no, not to you yet, my dear
Oh, I love you so much it scares me half to death
I'm not used to this
How did it happen, baby?
Oh, I love you so much it scares me half to death
The other half, I guess, I'm giving to you
Oh, baby

Oh, I'm afraid that you'll change your mind
I'm afraid there's somebody better
I'm afraid of four-letter words, like love, for
And ever, or whatever
And I'm afraid you'll notice all my flaws
I'm afraid you already have, obviously
And I'm afraid I'll come on too strong
Hold you too tight and scare you too

But I never been afraid to wear my heart on my sleeve
At least to prove I'm weak and if you cut me I'll bleed
Could you be the light my X-rays need?

All my life's a Duchovny role
Oh, Gillian, you won't believe this
Spit me out, you don't know where I've been
Hold me at claw's length, baby
I'm not used to fear of losing something I hold dear

Oh, I love you so much it scares me half to death
I'm not used to this
How did it happen, baby?
Oh, I love you so much it scares me half to death
The other half I guess I'm giving to you
Oh, baby!

I'll twist my words: A clever turn of phrase
Sorry, darling, please excuse my
Constant need to self-aggrandize
Coddling my narcissism
M.A.D. come ride my A-bomb
While I beg you to say I'm okay

So here's one last lyric to sum up these
Thoughts I struggled to come up with
To make me sound deep and smart and
Then I promise I'll shut up
Wait, let me think
Hold on, I got this
Anything but I'm in love with you

I love you so much it scares me half to death
How should I put this
How did this happen, baby?
Oh, I love you so much it scares me half to death
The other half I guess I'm giving to you
Oh, baby!

Will Wood And The Tapeworms - Letras

• ¡Aikido! (Neurotic/Erotic)
• ... And If I Did, You Deserved It
• ...well, better than the alternative.
• (Cover This Song) A Little Bit Mine
• 2012
• 2econd-2ight-2eer (That Was Fun, Goodbye)
• 6up 5oh Cop Out (Pro / Con)
• Against The Kitchen Floor
• Becoming the Lastnames
• BlackBoxWarrior - OKULTRA
• Chemical Overreaction / Compound Fracture (medley)
• Cicada Days
• Cotard's Solution (Anatta, Dukkha, Anicca)
• Dr. Sunshine Is Dead
• Euthanasia
• Everything Is a Lot
• Falling Up
• Front Street
• Good Old-fashioned American Depression
• Half-Decade Hangover
• Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In!
• I / Me / Myself
• I / Me / Myself (Demo 2018)
• Ish
• Jimmy Mushrooms' Last Drink: Bedtime In Wayne, N.J.
• Kill Me If You Can
• Laplace’s Angel (Hurt People? Hurt People!)
• Love, Me Normally
• Lysergide Daydream
• Marsha, Thank You For The Dialectics, But I Need You To Leave
• Memento Mori: The Most Important Thing In The World
• Misanthrapologist
• Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia / ​​Pareidolia (As Direct Result of Trauma to the Fusiform Gyrus)
• Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia​​pareidolia (As Direct Result Of Trauma To The Fusiform Gyrus)
• Outliars And Hyppocrates: a Fun Fact About Apples
• Red Moon
• Self
• Sex, Drugs, Rock'n Roll
• Skeleton Appreciation Day In Vestal, NY (Bones)
• Suburbia Overture / Greetings From Mary Bell Township! / (Vampire) Culture / Love Me, Normally
• Suburbia Overture/ Greetings from Mary Bell Township!/ (Vampire) Culture/ Love Me, Normall (medley)y
• That's Enough, Lets Get You Home
• The First Step
• The Main Character
• The Song with Five Names a​.​k​.​a. Soapbox Tao a​.​k​.​a. Checkmate Atheists! a​.​k​.​a. Neospace Government (A​.​K​.​A. You Can Never Know)
• Thermodynamic Lawyer, Esq, G.F.D.
• Tomcat Disposables
• Um, It's Kind Of a Lot
• Vampire Reference In a Minor Key
• When Somebody Needs You
• White Knuckle Jerk (Where do You Get Off?)
• White Noise
• Willard!
• Yes, To Err Is Human, So Don't Be One
• You Liked This (Okay, Computer!)
• Your Body, My Temple